(Personal Reflections from an Ace of Spades)

January 13th doesn’t just carry symbolic meaning for me, it carries personal truth.

As an Ace of Spades (as my birth card), this card isn’t something I study from a distance.
It’s the energy I live, embody, and continuously initiate through, in my own life and in the collective.

The Ace of Spades is not a “nice” card.
It doesn’t soothe.
It ends things.

And right now, humanity is standing at one of those endings.

Why the Ace of Spades Matters for Humanity

The Ace of Spades represents the death of outdated identities, belief systems, and karmic agreements that can no longer be carried into the next cycle of evolution.

Spades govern:

• The mind

• Karma

• Truth

• Consciousness

• Collective agreements

When the Ace enters the field, it says:

This story is complete.

Not just for one person — but for humanity.

We are collectively shedding identities built on fear, control, scarcity, over-functioning, and survival-based worth. The systems we are watching crumble are not accidents, they are Spade-level endings.

As an Ace of Spades, my role has always been to walk ahead of the curve, to die many times in one lifetime so others don’t have to suffer as long in the illusion.

This card teaches humanity how to release without spiritual bypassing.

The Last 13 Days in Spades: A Collective Initiation

The last 13 days in Spades were not random.

Thirteen is the number of transformation through dismantling.
Spades are the suit of mental, karmic, and spiritual contracts.

Together, these 13 days asked us to:

• End old mental narratives

• Release karmic loops

• Face uncomfortable truths

• Acknowledge what is no longer sustainable

• Stop carrying identities rooted in obligation rather than alignment

This wasn’t about doing more.
It was about ending cleanly.

Many people felt:

• Emotional fatigue

• Mental exhaustion

• Grief without a clear story

• A sense of “I can’t do this anymore”

That wasn’t burnout — it was completion.

Why This Matters in a 10/1 Year

We are entering a 10/1 year, which carries the energy of:

• Initiation

• Leadership

• Sovereignty

• Individual responsibility

• New timelines

But a 1 year cannot begin without a 10-level completion.

The 1 initiates.
The 0 dissolves ego, false identity, and illusion.

The Ace of Spades is the perfect guardian of this threshold.

Before we can lead, create, or build anew, we had to:

• Clear karmic residue

• End unconscious agreements

• Release survival identities

• Let old versions of ourselves die

The last 13 days in Spades were the purification phase before the new cycle could activate.

Why This Is Personal for Me

As an Ace of Spades, I’ve lived this pattern my entire life.

For me, the number 13 and the Ace of Spades are inseparable. They both carry the frequency of sacred endings—endings that aren’t chosen by the ego, but required by the soul. As an Ace of Spades, I’ve lived this energy over and over again: identities falling away, belief systems collapsing, lives and relationships ending not because I failed, but because they had reached completion. Thirteen doesn’t destroy—it initiates. And the Ace of Spades doesn’t warn; it arrives when truth can no longer be avoided. Together, they mark the moment where illusion dissolves and embodiment begins, where I am asked—again and again—to release what is no longer aligned so something truer can take form. This isn’t chaotic energy. It’s precise, intentional, and deeply liberating. It has taught me that death is not the opposite of life—it’s the doorway back to authenticity.

I don’t get to build on shaky ground.
I don’t get to ignore truth.
I don’t get to stay where something is complete.

My life has been a series of deaths and rebirths.... identities, relationships, careers, belief systems, all ending when they no longer matched my soul’s frequency.

And what I’ve learned is this:

Death is not punishment.
Death is precision.

The Ace of Spades teaches humanity how to end with integrity, so rebirth doesn’t require suffering.

If the last 13 days felt heavy, you weren’t failing.
You were being initiated.

The Ace of Spades doesn’t ask you to rush forward.
It asks you to stand still long enough for truth to catch up.

As we step fully into the 10/1 energy, the question is no longer:
What am I becoming?

It is:
What have I finally released that was never meant to come with me?

Because the future doesn’t need more effort.... It needs clean endings.

And that is the sacred work of the Ace of Spades. ♠️✨

If your old identity is cracking…
If the life you built no longer fits…
If you know something is ending but can’t yet name what’s next — my book Bread Crumbs from the Universe is an invitation into truth, release, and rebirth. I wrote this memoir to help other navigating their own spiritual awakening journey.

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With my deepest gratitude,

Adrienne

Numerologist, Author, Speaker, Soul-Path Guide